My Birth 2
Existence unfolds through an endless cycle of birth and death, a process that simultaneously erodes and regenerates all things. Within this continuous circulation, life sustains itself through constant transformation, while whatever falls outside its movement gradually drifts toward stillness, becoming overgrown from within. Perhaps creation is the only true act of resistance against such erosion—a gesture that binds us to life in the midst of inevitable decay and allows meaning to emerge from impermanence.
Femininity embodies this cycle more intimately than perhaps any other human experience. It is a body that carries and remembers a silent birth and death each month, where life is encountered not as a singular event but as a continuous process of becoming. For this reason, femininity is inseparable from a repetitive and often painful rhythm, one in which suffering and creation coexist. Here, pain is not a sign of absence or loss, but of transformation—a wound that opens and heals simultaneously, marking the body's capacity to renew itself again and again.
Yet the cycle does not end with reproduction. Perhaps the fullest maturation of femininity emerges in menopause, at the moment when the biological repetition of birth and death comes to a close. However, cessation is not an ending. What fades is only the physical cycle itself, while another form of fertility remains. The body, no longer occupied with the possibility of creating life, turns toward the creation of meaning. Memory, awareness, experience, and presence become new forms of generative power. At this threshold, femininity reveals itself not through biological productivity but through wisdom, reflection, and transformation.
In this sense, menopause becomes not a conclusion but a passage—a transition from one form of creation to another. It is a state in which the body, having endured countless cycles of loss and renewal, arrives at a deeper understanding of existence itself. What remains is not emptiness, but a profound fertility of consciousness: the ability to create meaning, preserve memory, and bear witness to the continuous unfolding of life.